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08 March 2007 @ 11:29 pm
In absolutely no particular order:





1. When two people grow so close, even distance can't really seperate them. I worry about you sometimes and wish I could be there to make sure you're alright. You used to be a lot happier than you are now and I pray for you all the time, hoping that things get better for you. You deserve more than what you have, and even though I'm never around, I want you to know there is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you.

2. I don't regret meeting you but sometimes I wonder whether or not our friendship holds me back or not. We argue constantly, but it always ends in laughter, and no matter what goes on between us, we never let it effect how we act around others or each other. You frustrate me, hurt me, and very rarely make me feel good. But you are constantly there giving me advice and looking out for my best interests, and being completely honest with me. I know you care about me, even though you'd go as far as to deny that, but whenever I need something, or something is important to me, you are there. For that, I thank you.

3. Everytime I think of you, I can't help but just laugh. Cause that's how I remember every time we hung out - constant laughter. Even now, we never see each other but that doesn't change anything. You are still one of the best friends I have ever had. I feel sad a lot, that you don't consider me close anymore, and I wish circumstances were different. I get so jealous whenever I see anything about you and someone else cause I miss spending every day with you.

4. I don't know you that well and although we became friends recently, we've gotten along so well. I wish we were closer and I wish we hung out more. It makes me sad that I didn't start to get to know you until now, when you are leaving soon. I admire your patience, and I sometimes feel bad because I know you are often hurting emotional. Just remember, "Don't make someone your priority, while you continue to be their option." You can do better for yourself. You are an amazing, selfless person and that's not something you find everyday. Don't change.

5. We've had our ups and downs and our arguments and fights. We've both hated each other at times but I think through it all, it will make our friendship stronger in the end. You care about me a lot, and although you may think I don't notice that, I do. You are selfish and ignorant but even that doesn't change the way I feel toward you in the end. I don't want you to change who you are but I want us to be able to withstand each other without ripping off each other's heads at every opportunity. It may not always be easy, but it will always be worth it. And although you may not think so, and although I don't show it, I do care about you a lot.

6. I don't associate you with anything good and although I try to find the good in people, I can't find anything good in you. Hate is a strong word, but it really encompasses the way I feel toward you. You make me completely miserable. I hate saying this, but I know my life would be a better place if I had never met you to begin with. I know we are not friends, but I hope one day we grow so far apart that I never have to even worry about crossing paths with you, or seeing you on some sidewalk. I honestly hope you live a good life, as long as I am not a part of it in any way.

7. I am completely myself with you. There is no one that knows me better and no one that I feel more comfortable with than you. You insult me if neccessary, you make me laugh until I am practically crying, and you are nothing less than honest with me. I share a bond with you that I don't think I will ever be able to share with anyone else in my life. You fit right in there with my parents as the most important people in my life. You might as well be my sibling, because I love you more than anyone else. You are my closest companion, and even though we've had good and bad times (probably more bad than good), you are still my greatest influence and the absolute best friend I could ever ask for.

8. I wish we were closer. We have been friends for quite some time now and we have an awesome time whenever we are together but I feel like there is some wall keeping us from being any closer than we are. I respect you a lot. We joke and laugh and have so much in common that I can't help but wonder why we never hang out.

9. God. Where do I begin. You are wise beyond your years and no matter what I am going through or what kind of crazy situation I am in - I know you often worry about me. This means a lot because I know you care. We understand the same things and can relate to subjects that the rest of the world just doesn't get. You are my favorite person to gossip with and although it makes us catty and immature, I love it. I used to envy you, but that envy has turned into respect. I can't think of one bad thing about you and to be able to say that to someone is amazing. Even if I try really hard, you almost seem perfect. You aren't perfect, but even your flaws are completely lovable. I wish things were like they used to be.

10. We're allies. Enough said. There is a complete loyalty between us and we know we can talk about anything with each other. Although I agree with everyone else on you being insane, I like that part of you. It keeps everything interesting. You are so smart and do so many things for others and I admire you for that. You are out to save the world, and although frustrating at times, you keep pushing on, you fight for what is right and don't care how many enemies you make along the way. Just remember, no matter how many enemies you make, I'll always stand right by your side.

11. You don't know what you want, but you know you want it. You are gorgeous and I don't believe anyone could disagree with that; you will go far in life with your beauty alone. We are opposites but get along extremely well considering the personalities we have. I think we balance each other out really well.
 
 
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